~~I Wish~~

I wish I could tell you
I wish I could see you
But I guess I just don't have the guts
Even in the darkness of night

I wish I could turn back time
To avoid you when you are nice
To hate you when you are not
To curse you when you are bad

I know it is wrong
I know I'm going to make somebody cry
And I know it is because of you

So don't do that
Don't make me like you
'Cause once I do
You'll wish to make me hate you...
or maybe you won?t
But I will hate you

So go away from me
Just leave me alone
Let me be with myself
Let's pretend you were never there