I Finally Found Someone

I finally found someone
That knocks me off my feet
I finally found the one
That makes me feel complete
It started over coffee
We started out as friends
It's funny how from simple things
The best things begin

This time is different
And it's all because of you
It's better than it's ever been
'Cause we can talk it though
My favouite line was
"Can I call you sometime"
It's all you had to say
To take my breath away

This is it, oh I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one
To be with every night
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone

Did I keep you waiting? I didn't mind
I apologise, baby that's fine
I would wait forever just to know you were mine

You know I love your hair
Are you sure it looks right?
I love what you wear
Isn't it too tight?
You're exceptional
I can't wait for the rest of my life

This is it, oh I finally found someone
Someone to share my life
I finally found the one
To be with every night
'Cause whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone
And whatever I do
It's just got to be you
My life has just begun
I finally found someone

~~I Wish~~

I wish I could tell you
I wish I could see you
But I guess I just don't have the guts
Even in the darkness of night

I wish I could turn back time
To avoid you when you are nice
To hate you when you are not
To curse you when you are bad

I know it is wrong
I know I'm going to make somebody cry
And I know it is because of you

So don't do that
Don't make me like you
'Cause once I do
You'll wish to make me hate you...
or maybe you won?t
But I will hate you

So go away from me
Just leave me alone
Let me be with myself
Let's pretend you were never there

Aku, Dia dan Kamu

Menghitung hari detik demi detik... hmm.. xingat r plak lirik lagu nie.. huhuhu... x lme lg nk fly Shah Alam semula... uwaaaaa.. tiiiiiiidakkk.... rs mcm x puas jer dok kt umah nie... rs nk dok lm ckit... dh r kne balik awl plak tue... ish ish ish...

Cuti, nie pelbagai kisah dan ragam yg berlaku dlm hidup aku... kisah dulu2 pun muncul balik... aduii, nape r awk muncul semula... dok diam jer kt KK tue x leh ker... ish ish ish... cuti nie byk kisah mengaitkan MA dgn life aku... aku dh try nk lpe kan dier.. tp, dier msh gak muncul dlm life aku... mmg r aku anggap dier kwn... aku layan dier mcm kwn2 aku tp, kalu borak2 dgn dier mesti dier ungkit balik kisah2 lama...

"kmk xkn lupak yg kmk pernah nyakitkan hati kitak"
"kmk rs kmk dh buat satu kesilapan yg telah menyebabkan hidup kmk jd x bermakna"
"kmk x mok guna term menyesal"

n pelbagai ayat yg kuar dr tangan dier yg rajin menaip... ntah r nk caya ke x.. even aku taw dier pnh perbodohkan aku... pastue dier mintak clash tp x ckp pun sbb ape dier nk clash then tup tup tup dpt taw dier nk tunang... hancur luluh perasaan aku time tue tp, skarang dier mula ckp bunga2 balik... dier menyesal dier salah wat keputusan.. habis tue yg dier tinggalkan aku di saat aku mmg perlukan dier tue ape citer.. skarang nk ckp mcm2 ckp bunga2 plak kt aku... ish ish ish... kalu tunang dier taw, mesti aku yg dipersalahkan... aku faham perasaan pompuan nie... aku pun pnh rs even dulu aku mmg bengan n benci giler kt tunang dier tue, tp, aku msh beperasaan lagi taw.. aku msh nk jg hati dier... aku x nk nnt aku yg dipersalahkan.. aku xnk aku yg jd penyebab perosak rumah tangga org.. huhuhu..

8 August 2008, hari tue MA akan kawen dgn tunangan dier... ntah bp lm aku try korek2 dr dier tarikh dier kawen at last, dier mengalahkan.. dier bgtaw gak... tue pun ending dier

"mun xda aral melintang cmyalah yg dirancang"

hmmm,ntah ler.. ikut ske dier r... x lme lg nk kawen tp, cr dier ckp mcm dier ader prob... ari2 aku YM dgn dier ari2 dier bersedih... aku pun x taw sbb ape dier sedih or maybe tue gimik dier jer... ntah r Hanya Tuhan jer yg tahu aper yg dier tgh rs... tp, yg slalu aku ckp kt diri aku sendiri "what u give u get back"... sume yg ckp kat aku maybe tue balasan dier wat cmtue dgn aku dulu.... tp, aku x pnh pun doakan yg buruk2 dgn dier.. biase r... org tue aku pnh sayang... pnh jd kesayangan aku yg paling atas... tipu r kalu aku x sayang dier lagi.. sayang tue tetap ader.. aku still care lg dgn dier.. tp, CINTA?? CINTA dh hilang.. hilang dibawa angin dan ombak... aku sentiasa doakan dier bahagia dgn org yg dier pilih jd pasangan hidup dier...

Hmmm.. disebabkan MA nie, MK pun bengang kat aku... cos MA nie mcm2 cr dier wat nk jumpe aku smpai sggp nk spon aku g KK... aku x nk r terhutang budi... MK taw citer nie dier trus ckp, dier dh xde kpercayaan lg kt MA.. dulu dier trima MA.. dier x kisah aku cntact MA tp kne ade balas2 nyer,tp skarang dh mcm2 MA wat kat aku, MK pun x leh trima n dier ckp

"kmk still ada trust dgn kitak so, kitak gunakan trust ya sebaik mungkin n jgn hlgkan trust ya"

hmm.. insyaAllah, aku akan jg TRUST tue baik2 n aku akan try ajar MA jgn asik ingat kt aku... ingat r dier dh jd tunangan org n ingat r dier x lme lg nk kawen... aku xnk aku dicop perosak rumah tangga org cos aku bkn org cmtue..

Last but not least, Thanx 4 everything n sorry 4 Something!!

Hari Aku

hmmm... nothing interesting today... hr2 aku spt biasa.. pg2 dh bgn coz "org itu" dh msg lgpun ari nie dier nk fly.. ade keje.. pastue, aku mulakan ruti harian ku dgn mandi then kms umah.. dh cukup jak br r aku masak...

ari nie aku masak sayur kacang panjang with hati masak kari.. hahahaha.. 1st time masak menu tue.. blajar masak pun dr akak aku.. tp,boleh tahan gak aku masak.. 1st time masak menu tue kira ok gak r.. hr2 masak menu yg ulang2 jer ari nie masak menu baru plak.. heheh..

actually, aku x taw ape lg nk cite tp, tetiba plak aku rs rajin nk menaip sbb tue r aku merapu x tentu pasal nie.. hehe.. alaaaa.. x lme lg dh nk balik shah alam dh.. 1st2 nk balik lewat ckit tp, karang nie balik awl plak.. awl sangat plak tue.. nie sume pasal adik aku.. nk teman kan dier g rgster x pasal2 aku pun kne balik awl gak.. huhuhu..

tp kan, aku hepi gak adik aku dpt kt shah alam.. ade r kwn aku.. aku bosan, aku tension, aku leh lari g bilik dier.. xde r aku keseorangan kt sane.. bak kata "org itu", xde r aku bising2 lg ckp sorg2 r, xde org teman r coz adik aku dh ade temankn aku kt sane.. hehehe..

sem br,azam pun nk br gak.. aku teringin sgt nk dpt dean list time dgree nie.. diploma dh merase dh.. nk rs gak time dgree nie.. hope final sem nie aku dpt dean list.. Amiinnn...

Story of my life

hmmm.... result dh kuar.. Alhamdulillah, aku berjaya maintain result aku n menaikkan result aku... thanx byk2 kpd org2 yg sentiasa neman aku sepanjang aku tensen dgn paper2 yg lepas esp "org itu"... hehehe.. aku ingatkan paper sem toklah paper yg plg hampeh n menghampehkn lg result aku tp, alhamdulillah, doa aku jd kenyataan... aku doa harap lulus suma jak tp x sangka pointer pun nait juak.. heppi nya.. hehehe.. rs x sabar jak aku nk menghabiskan cgek sem gik ehz.. mun aku dpt maintain result aku, dptlah aku grad dgn cemerlang hjg thn tok.. Aminnnnnnnn...

cuti kali tok aku rs cuti plg bz.. bkn bz apa.. bz kedirik jak... hari2 life aku bgn tdo, kemas umah, masak.. aduii... smpei aku x blh pk aku nk masak apa gik keesokkan hari nya... aku masak jaklah apa yg ada dlm peti ais.. ada ikan, masak ikan.. ada ayam masak ayam cuma daging jak aku x expert glak coz aku x reti nk hiris daging coz daging mun salah hiris jd liat bah.. mun dh dihiris blh lah aku masak.. hehehe.. drp sibuk2 aku masak, aku bz pegi pengilan gik.. family aku dhlah jenis yg mesti suma anak2 pegi pengilan.. bak kata mak aku mun kitak org x pengilan, klak org bercarik dgn kitak org pasya klak mun umah kita pengilan klak org x pengilan juak.. hmm.. pelik2 jak ehzz yalah terpaksa juak pengilan.. tp, bnr juak bah.. dh kazen kedirik bertunang pengilan jaklah.. dh kawen bln 8 klak aku xda kt kch bah at least aku ada time cdak bertunang.. hehehe.. 2 kali dah aku jd wakil antar brg org bertunang.. ntah bila gik aku sendirik nk bertunang.. hahahahhahahahaha...

bercita pasal bertunang plak, aku kdg2 rs bersalah bila aku contact balit dgn ex aku yg dh jd tunangan org.. dhlah x lmk gik nk kawen.. aku x mok org ckp yg aku tok perosak hubungan org.. aku x kisah mun org nk rosak kan relationship yg aku sedia ada tp, perasaan bencik aku dgn perosak ya iboh dikata lah... aku x pnh kaco relationship org, tp, org slalu ganggu relationship aku... aku pn x tauk knk.. tp,aku trima hakikat bkn jodoh aku n "aku bukan untukmu"... aku tauk jodoh aku dgn org lain.. org lain yg lebih sygkan aku.. lebih memahami aku.. gnei2 pun, aku tetap doakan org ya sentiasa bahagia dgn pilihan nya... aku tauk kinek tok bkn ms nk salahkan sp2, tp juz ingat jak lah "what u give u get back"...

aduiiii.. tensen tahap dewa dah aku ehzz... x lmk gik nk balit shah alam.. bosan nya.. aku x mok balit boleh kah? huhuhu.. aku mok diam kt umah jak.. x mok lari dr umah.. x mok jauh dgn family... arggghhhhh... tiiiiiiiiiidaaaaaaakkkkkkkkk...... aku mok kuching juaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..............